Wish I Could Say

I lie in our bed and wait for the dawn
I haven't be the same since you've gone
My hand reaches out to touch your face
But your not there; it's just empty space
I cry and I wonder with a weary heart
Do you think of me when we're apart?
I want to say I hate you and I do
But it's leveled by my love for you

Wish I could say I'm battered and bruised
That I was rejected, neglected and used
But I can't; it's not true
I'll still be in love with you
Wish I could say I'm better without you here
That I lived in misery, desolation, and fear
But I can't; what can I do?
I just want to get over you

I walk alone beneath the pouring rain
You've gone and left me with this pain
I feel exposed when you're not around
But when you're here my loves profound
My clothes are wet; they're soaking though
I want to know if I'll survive without you
I want to say I'm glad that you left me
But I still love you; why can't you see?

Wish I could say you've cheated and lied
That you've been deceitful; that you denied
But I can't; I always knew
I was born to love just you
Wish I could say since you left I haven't cried
But the truth is that without you I die inside
Oh yes; it's so true
I'll always be in love with you